to be free.

this—too—shall—pass:

i’m a mess.
i have major highs and manic lows.
i have the tendency to replace negatives with negatives.

i have trust issues.
commitment issues.
self-esteem issues.
issues. issues. issues.

i don’t belong here. i don’t belong anywhere.
i don’t want to die.

i want to be saved.

Friend: All these people are talking to me, sorry >u<
Me: Oh, you're so popular! No one talks to me xD;;
Friend: Oh, psh, I'm not. Normally it's not like this.
Me: But no one talks to me.
Me: Really.
Me: I just sit here.
Me: Chatting with maybe one person.
Me: Checking tumblr while I wait for responses.
Me:
Me: I'm lonely.